Fat Randy's E-Journal

real stupid

watched a group of kids get beat up last night cause their pants were too tight, and because one of them was gay.
straight up hate crime
most fucked up ignorant wiggers ever.

my face is a bit swollen and my whole head is sore.

hooray.

ps.

iphones really are the coolest things in the world

Signed the offer letter today.
40k. benefits all that good stuff.
Company is purchasing me an Iphone and dedicating me to be their Apple specialist, among many other things.
Told me anything I need for my laptop/apple related to just let them know and they will buy it.
Handed me the credit card and sent me to best buy to buy a couple things I needed. This company is amazing.


Things have never looked so "UP" before in my life.
This is truly exciting and going to go great places.

LOVE LIFE

less than 2 years ago i was making 10 dollars an hour
today
40k a year

take that college

minus having a cold right now things are looking pretty siiiiqqqq
job is just skyrocketing

everyday i am becoming more respected and more needed by this company
I currently am in charge of one of our new biggest products we will be pushing and have the most knowledge about that product in the company. Its huge.

I stayed home today because of this cold, but we are supposed to be negotiating a full time salary sometime today, probably just tomorrow now.

This is such a huge opportunity for me, I'm really glad I didn't move to boston, I would have missed out on this.

I am surrounded by good friends, in a good house. Time to start looking for a new one though :(

Things are great, I have realized what I do NOT need in my life to make me happy. I guess that is one step closer to figuring out exactly what I do need. But as of right now I seem to have all of it.

i don't know what i think about life much anymore
i mean, during the day i'm happy as can be, and loving every second of my days
at night sometimes i get bored, when i get bored i get angry for some reason
i can't really tell what is making me angry, but somethings there

i love working, when i work i feel like i'm doing something good, and it feels so good to be doing what i truly enjoy
everyone has their passion that they love, and when you have the ability to do it as work, as well as for fun, and get paid to do that work, its just amazing

things are only going up from here, im in negotiations for a new salary
i have great friends
i have money
i have tattoos and money for more
i can only make more money
god life rules

i have nothing left to believe in

i'm just going to work myself to death so i never have to think about anything else ever again

How many fucking times do i have to drill this into peoples brains.
Don't lie.
If you are honest from the start, everything goes much smoother.
Once you start lying, something is bound to come back and catch up to you.

Grow the fuck up, stop being so stupid, use that "brain" of yours for better causes than manipulating people to play in your little "look at how cool I am" game.

I've fallen for it twice now and I will guarantee you it will never happen again.

another shocker
another lying girl, w3ird

at least i have that going for me

what a bad chain of events
get stupid drunk and emotional with your friends
then get a terrible flu that keeps you in your house for 2 days
that will fuck with your head

the song anyone else but you by the moldy peaches should probably be perma erased from my memory
thanks

things are great

i need to move as soon as possible
i can't stand being in this tiny shit city
nothing for me here except low pay and a buncha assholes

the end of school breaks always suck for me
not because school is starting again, even though I'm not going this semester...
There are usually people I really like hanging out with, and hang out with a lot during the breaks that are leaving, worst feeling.

girls girls girls...

Everyone goes back to being super busy and can't hang out.

Oh welllllll

i know what i want is wrong to some,
but its right for me

on another note
I'm moving to boston in a couple of months, i have started applying for jobs, soon as I get one i will be down there.
moving on to better things

when it feels so right
and it seems so right
than it has to be right?

something like that

hung out with an old good friend tonight
feels good to have her back in my lyfe
as a friend

its nice hanging out with girls that aren't fucking insane and have a brain

Rebuilding the bridges that I burnt

It is possible.

my head isn't right

some fat ugly cunt with ugly tattoos and piercings deleted my myspace
if you want to add me on my new one its myspace.com/randywintle

Everything has been so fucked up.
To go from a month ago being absolutely in love to then finding out the girl you were in love with for that long is actually a big dirty whore who is not capable of having feelings because she has no brain or heart.

Big change.

Atleast I am better off knowing that I have something to look forward to in life where as the other person will never amount to anything and I should be glad that I no longer have to support a dead beat.

I feel bad for all the dudes shes fucked in the last few weeks, and theres been a lot, she is dirty, and feeds off money from dudes, its really sad.

What really sucks is all the warnings I got from everyone when I first started on this terrible nightmare, should have listened, should have seen that all the stories about her being a psycho slut were true and bailed out when I had nothing invested.

Oh Well, change is a comin. Time to make money, party and not worry about the opposite sex.

I can't believe I let myself have feelings for such a lowlife pathetic person.
I'm so much better than that, no more carrying around dead weight on my back.

Heres to a new start.